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August 31 中心思想现在还坐在办公室里，似乎还很有兴致的写着blog；如同打仗的一天，终于可以喘喘气，把周六要加班的东西copy并整理；把桌面收拾干净；把还没有存放在server的文件整理好；把应该看的资料打印出来回家慢慢消化。
把要做的事情思路理清，会将效率提高。
我很清楚的知道自己，time management是我要改进的地方。事情一多，我就容易乱，每件事情都加上一个紧急，我就比谁都急了。给我一点点时间，理顺。。。
这一刻的中心思想是：理顺思路，提高工作效率，完美工作细节。
刚刚接到jing的电话，连续加了n个星期班的恐怕是要做最后冲刺了。holick同学和她一起剪片子，顺便想看看我是否也在ot，投身PR，英勇无畏，OT起来不分甲方乙方了。
下一刻的中心思想：三只PR的初生牛犊准备在OT后美餐一顿。。。
为什么用中心思想：Michelle说我就像一个上语文课的中学生；凭着某些人的蛛丝马迹去猜测他的心情和可能发生的事情；而所有的中心思想都是我自己杜撰的，美其名曰：“天蝎的第六感”从来未跳出这个第六感，从来就是在想，这次你上的语文课，我回答的中心思想能拿多少分？
可惜，如同那些语文课本里面的文章一样，我们永远不知道作者真实的中心思想。所有结论，都是从“老师”的评论里来的。
还有一个55分钟，迎接九月份。
中心思想：忙碌并快乐，享受现在的生活。百分百准确，作者：Taltal August 22 不可能 再问候上周末，和公司的姐姐们集体去了一趟澳门，途径珠海。
总是用两年来作为一个分水岭，珠海也是。大三结束前，和pat溜去了澳门。在那里，我问她我应该怎么办，是继续宽容还是勇敢说再见，或许不会再见。回来后，写下了blogcn的最后一篇日志，关闭了那里，从此关闭了某段生活。
有些东西，说是遗忘，便真的在遗忘。 毕业一年后，我会和同事坐在一起回来，我和isa姐姐介绍这里是若海，那里是叫彩虹门。我看见我生活在那个校区里面，晚上七点多，我会在攀岩的地方等着你一起去自习，会在隐湖边聊天；会在操场上指着猎户座。那些曾经关于我的事情，都有你紧紧跟随的身影。
我坐在车里，那么清楚的看着过去从身边经过，一幕又一幕。
我把采蝶轩拍下来，把口岸的KFC拍下来，把小泉居的奶茶拍下来，却拍不回过去的感觉。我拼命的想想起你的样子，却只能模糊的记得我的左手曾牵着你的右手，而你的样子一直处于遥远模糊的状态。
时间停滞了沧海桑田，现实便让再见化为了乌有。
August 15 If...If it were a wrong wishing, I am still believing...
But, Michelle ask me"HOW?"
How? I always try to convince myself.
The God knows everything. August 12 A life's lesson todayA bad mood, a tiring and painful body after searching media gifts and a cup of coffee before reading this book <Tuesday with Morrie>.
I finished the 7th lessons and went home, and couldn't stop powering on my PC and typing these sentences fr the book.
About Emotion:
"Take my emotion - love for a woman, or grief for a kloved one, or what I'm going through, fear and pain from a deadly illness. If you hold back on the emotions - if you don't allow yourself to go all the way through them - you can never get to being detached, you're too busy being afraid. You're afraid of the pain, you're afraid of the grief. You're afraid of the vulnerability that loving entails."
"But by throwing yourself into these emotions, by allowing yourself to dive in, all the way, over your head even, you experience them fully and completely. You know what pain is. You know what love is. You know what grief is. And only then you can say, 'All right. I have experienced that emotion. I recognize that emotion. Now I need to detach from that emotion for a moment.'" About Aging: (yes, i used to complaining to my frds im using the anti-aging products now)
why do people always say, "Oh, if I were young again." You never hear people say, "I wish I were sixty-five."
Morrie said "You know what that reflects? Unsatisfied lives. Unfulfilled lives. Liives that haven't found meaning. Because if you've found meaning in your life, you don't want to go back. You want to go forward. You want to see more, do more. YOu can't wait until sixty-five."
"The truth is, part of me is every age. I'm a three-year-old, I'm a five-year-old, I'm a thirty-seven-year-old, I'm a fifty-year-old. I've been through all of them, and I know what its like. I delight in being a child when it's appropriate to be a child, I delight in being a wise old man when it's appropriate to be a wise old man. Think of all i can be! I am every age, up to my own. Do you understand?" (I remember this sentence was used in a ads
 )And the key messages in the whole book i think is
"When you learn how to die, you learn how to live."
"Love wins. Love always wins." It's true that the purposes of life we are pursuiting are reputation, wealth, etc, sth that we can't bring to heaven when we die. I remember I watched a TV play named "The Hospital". The closing dialogue is :"他一生都在为”唐国泰“三个字而奋斗，到最后却连自己的名字的都不记得了。人生本来就是一场骗局，原来以为最重要的东西到最后都会变得不重要。" Also, I ask myself to bear in mind one of the key messages fr the Bible:"爱人如己"。 But... to be honest, I am still learning... August 06 A tiring week上周末，过得好漫长。
周一飞北京，用了12个小时。终于在凌晨三点多降落在首都机场，过了正常的睡觉时间，便只能迷糊一会；八点多爬起来，继续去event。一点多再到机场，准备坐飞机回广州，又被骗了4个多小时在机场等候。发短信给在北京的佐佐，却被身在南航工作的她揶揄：“姐姐，你只是想搭一下飞机玩吧。”
彻底抓狂。。。本来想从北京回来的第二天休息一下，发现周末的活动媒体邀请还没有done,狠狠心爬起来，告诉自己不能娇气。娇气会养成惰性。XY 哥哥说我n年不更新，其实没有那么夸张，好吧。几次有想些东西的冲动，周末的两个晚上都用在加班上。
一个人我身心exhausted的星期。我充满感激。
飞回广州的途中，我看到了平生最圆最大的一次月亮，看到月亮升起来，看到月亮就在我旁边，陪着我一整个行程。这是我这次最大的回报。周末的加班有点让人吃不消，却也看到一场非常impressive的fashion show，接触到了更多的其它城市的媒体，是一个让我学习的周末。
亲爱的们，只是我会感到有点累了。上周的某天早上醒来，我忽然觉得，离开这个我生长的地方应该也可以被列为一个决定。我说我有多么喜欢那个国际大都市，我曾经说我希望有一天能在那里工作生活；但是我还是畏畏缩缩的说，我多么怕融入不了那里的人，我怕我会孤单，我怕我没有朋友，我怕的事情一箩筐。
周五晚上九点多，被朋友拖去唱k，十一点多，迈出那个烟雾缭绕的房间，回家。这应该是我最早出来的一次吧，这次我真的没有心情去做一个mic霸了；我也不喜欢坐在bar台上，玩着我永远也不精通的东西；我不知道我这样能得到什么，我知道我这一年应该要做啥，那下一年呢？再下一年呢？每个决定都需要take risks,而我最大的缺点就是在想'if it failed.." then , i never make my dreams come true.
周日上午，半天休息。我还是去了教堂，我向主祷告，我也为你祷告，整个参加礼拜的人都在为你祷告。
关于感恩，关于期盼，关于仁慈、关于忍耐，我们需要铭记心上。 |
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